Until I get over you

i love this song so much so heart breaking





until i get over u…

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember
whenI close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name


[Chorus]The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,'til I get over you



[Verse 2]
Walked through the park,
in the evening airI heard a voice and
I thought you were thereI run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhereThey say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterdayJust to know that
I could have you here





[Bridge]When will this river of tears stop fallin
'Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin
'I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

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I DON'T WANNA LOOSE YOU

i really love this song sooooooooo much...it reminds me that someone who ve been a part of my life for a shortwhile....:(


I DON'T WANNA LOOSE YOU by Gloria Estefan


Sometimes it's hard to make things clear or
know when to face the truth and i know
when the moment is here i'll open my heart and show you inside my love has no pride.
I feel with you i've got nothing to hide so open your eyes
and see who i am and not who you want for me to be I am only myself,
myself I don't wanna lose you now we're gonna get through somehow
I don't wanna lose you now or ever.
'Cause baby i've finally found the courage to stand my ground but if you want me,
I'll be around forever. We all make mistakes we all lose our way
but we stood the test of time and I hope that's the way it will stay.
It's all up to you, to tell me to go 'cause it won't be me to walk away
when you're all that I know and I know that
I don't wanna lose you now we're gonna get through somehow
I don't wanna lose you now or ever 'cause baby
I've finally found the courage to stand my ground but if you want me,
I'll be around forever ...

baby what took you so long?

just got this poem i really like it..:)

Baby, What Took You So Long?~



When I was youngand so naiveI prayed for you and me
But you never cameMy love was in songAnd......
.what I want to know nowBaby.......what took you so long?
What took you so long,were your looking for me?
Were you at every corner...behind every tree?Were you biding for us?Were you busy preparing?Were there obligations to carry?
What took you so long?
What took you so long,were you looking for me?
Did you feel me in your sleep...did you see me in your dreams?
Were you in my world?Could it possibly be?Did you never give up on finding me?
What took you so long?
The years, they were hardwithout you by my sideI prayed for you and me
But you never cameMy love was in songAnd.......what I want to know nowBaby.......what took you so long?

Our Love Will Last Forever

Our Love Will Last Forever

Honey,"Hi, Baby, I love you,"that's always how we start.Those five simple words always bring a smile to my face and song to my heart.I am just writing this here because it's the only way I know that I can shout to the world I love you!The day you came into my life a miracle happened.One minute I was resigned to the fact that love was a part of my past,something although painful to think about,was nothing more than mere memory.And then there you were.I’ve never had a hard time saying what I feel but that seems to have changed ever since I met you.Even now,I’m finding it difficult to write down everything you have given me.How can I begin to write down the love I have known?So let me describe the gift you have given me,because mere words aren’t enough. I know that in every age,in every place,love is certain to be there,so there’s no reason to tremble because life on earth is but one brief moment,a moment truly worth living for.I have found that out by being with you.Having you in my life brings me more happiness than a lifetime could bring.You've touched my life so deeply in your own way that you’ve helped me laugh and become my own self.I feel like I've searched my whole life and I have finally found the one meant for me.Meeting you has made me realize how precious and fragile love can be.I would give up everything for one moment with you;for one moment is better than a life time of never knowing you.I can’t imagine life without your touch and warm embrace but I know that some day the miles between us won't matter because one day I'll meet you.Until then I want you to know that what lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. I know that life seems to be a struggle after another.Our scenery is constantly changing,but there is one thing that remains constant…my love for you. I’ve always have faith in you so be the best that you can and believe in your dreams as I believe in you…I love you with all that I am and all that I ever will be.You opened my heart in ways it had never been opened before.You awakened a part of me that had lay dormant all of life.Although I had loved and been loved before,never had it been so intense and so deep as what we feel for each other.This much I am sure of,we share a love so true that I have never before experienced the true joy of complete empowering,soul-felt love as we share.The comfort I feel in knowing that we can disagree,we can get through the roughest of times and still know in our hearts that we can't live without each other is what makes it even more special.Baby,you matter to me and I know in my heart I truly matter to you.I am secure in your love as I know you are in mine. What more could we ask for than to be truly loved as we do each other and have found the one we have both been searching for all our lives.Love, promise me that you will always be mine.I know in my heart our love will never die.So,to all you out there who read this letter of love,if you've found it, hold it tight, cherish, respect,and be kind to each other.This kind of love is rare and special beyond words.For those of you haven't found it yet,don't give up and settle...they're out there and if you're lucky, someday you will know what these words I've just written mean...you'll feel them in your heart.So,in closing,let me shout this to all...,"I LOVE YOU,BABY,WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!"

Ten Ways To Tell If Your Love Is Real
1। You feel good। A good relationship makes you feel good about yourself। 2। You look forward to spending time with your partner। You don't need to be with other people or go to events to avoid being alone together। You enjoy spending quality time together even when it's quiet. 3. You respect your partner. If you find that you're always talking about yourself, you're not focused on your partner or the relationship. 4. You're interested in what your partner thinks.You ask your partner's opinion about issues that are important to you. It's OK if he or she disagrees with you. 5. You accept your partner's quirks. Everyone hasthem. Even you! If your partner's quirks are endearing or tolerable, you're in good shape. If they really bother you, you should look more closely at the relationship.6. You're able to work through your problems. It's natural to have some bumps in the relationship road to true bliss. People in healthy relationships see disagreementsas a chance to learn more about their partner. However, if you're creating problems, or if you think every fight is the "big one" leading to a breakup, you should probably rethink your relationship. 7. You feel safe. You're not afraid of losing your partner. Because you trust him honestly.8. You can't explain why you're together. Manypeople coordinate their lives so that they have to be together. But ask यौर्सेल्फ़ if you're together because you truly want to be. If the answer is "yes, " then you'll probably stay together. If it's "no, " you're bound to have problems — if you haven't already. 9. You don't compare your partner to others. There will always be someone more beautiful, smarter or more athletic than your partner, but you don't care because you only want to be with him or her. 10. And the last,,,whatever your partner had in his/her past,,,youre willing to accept because you love her/him with all of your heart.

why its so hard to love youuuuuuuuuuuu???!!!

For the past two months, I’ve really enjoyed your company.During those times I have realized you have been a major part of my life.You have showed me in a way how to love a person like you.Someone ambitious, someone who knows what thy want, and someone who is a true friendYou are the one that has made me feel most important.You have made me feel like somebody.You have done more for me than you’ll ever know.You are someone very special to me.All my life I’ve been waiting for someone like you.Someone who I’ll never forgetYou are someone who is a part of me. No matter where you are, no matter where you go. You will always be a part of me.Morning's just a moment away And I'm without you once again You laughed at me You said you never needed me I wonder if you need me now So many dreams that flew away So many words we didn't say Two people lost in a storm Where did we go? Where'd we go? We lost what we both had found You know we let each other down But then most of all I do love you Still We played the game that people played We made or mistakes along the way Somehow I know deep in my heart You needed me 'Cause I needed you so desperately We were too blind to see But then most of all I do love you Still baby This song says it all Perhaps more than words ever can I love you

i never knew until that moment how bad it hurts to lose something you never really had.

I live everyday, with a broken heart. Not because I need you, but I always wanted you in my life. I always believed that I had time to make my mistakes right. But that was not the facts. I hope one day you will forgive me, for the hurt I caused. You were the the right person, at the wrong time. If you ever take the time to think back, I did what I did for a reason. Can't give you all the details, but I did push you away. There was always a method to my madness! No games here. Everything has always been from the heart or the sleeve, which way you would like to view it. You were the one, I truly believed in you. I let down my guard, because I trusted you with my heart. I let you down, I known, and you reciprocated not the way I hoped. Wish you the best to you and yours. I love you, know that always. Time to let you go……
You know what? baby ,I thought it would be easier now that you're gone, but it's not. It seems to be making everything harder and I don't get that as I lived a lot of years alone before I knew you. I feel incomplete, off kilter, etc. Who knew something so bad could be so good for me. I think I made a mistake in letting you go but we can't turn back. I just have a find a way to move forward alone.
this is really crazy,well guess i must be really crazy,coz i never really expected to fall so deep for you,but it happend and i did! i hate this feeling,i hate having feelings for you,i hate hearing the sound of voice that ive been missing all along,longing to hear it,i hate it when my phone rings and found it was not you calling,i hate checking my emails everyday just to be disappointed not seeing any emails from you everyday..i feel like im going out of my mind everyday.dunno how long should i wear this mask,it is really so hard to pretend that im happy and tottally moved on from what happened.But everytime i try to forget about you and not think of you,damn..baby i always go back to first step again….why it should be this way?why cant i forget about you?guess because of that one chance that i slip away just like that,of not seeing you in person,saying how sorry i am for hurting you,for lieing,for loving you,and for all the crazy things that ive done.
Maybe your ryt ,baby. I am really coward and this is really where am good at ,to hide at my friends and chat online with strangers and make them fall for me and lie.But i never did that to anyone,your accussing me of something that im not used to in doing.Yeah i know,i fooled you,but the story ends to you,see baby,if i am really that bad i should have not admit it to you,i should have demand allot of material things to you,but I NEVER DID!!! i was just asking for another chance,im not trying to be a intruder to your relationship with your new girl now,though it hurts me,im happy for you,no matter how my friends tried to convince me to forget all about you coz of all the bad things youve called me.I still feel the same way.
Gosh!!!! i hate this,i hate myself,maybe because im just too afraid if ever you wouldnt like me,that you wouldnt feel the same way.I was too afraid of everything and im not ready for anything,for any commitment,i dont like being confronted specially by you.I always got my tongue tied up whenever im talking to you,guess i dont want to be near beside you,coz if i do ill just be submissive and weak…i hate that.!!! i dont want to be weak,i want to be strong,i dont want to be under your power or any mans power!!! but….with you now…i feel like i want to take back those words again….coz you changed me.I just hope in time youll forgive me and maybe talk to me..lol!..i dont know if ever youll have a chance to read this blog…maybe if you research again about me..lol! but if ever..you know who you are

about me:)

Well, let me start this blog by intruducing myself im mysterious(not a real name ofcourse) i dunno is just that i dont want to be known here hahahaa! i just wanted to keep myself mysterious obviously thats why i chosed that code name...lol! Guess im here to use this site as an outlet ,well that is most people do thats why they are here blogging about their everryday activity coz nobody reads it anyway except for their friends and family coz no one really cares about your daily routine except for a stalker..hehehe.
am a girl hopelessly in love with happy endings…I believe in the truth behind the lies. I believe in love at first sight. Love….I believe in Love. I trust the awkwardness that binds us…the tangled fingers, hair-tickles, and hip starings. I believe in hushed voices and silent conversation. I understand the hopeless romantics and trust the butterflies in my stomach.I believe in first kisses and ashen promises.I trust the searing of the memories. I trust in the sand beneath my toes. I believe in the summer heat and holding hands in the city streets. I believe in kissing the city lights and promising forever. I trust in the still poison and what you called that yearning. (The best secrets I ever kept were yours…lol!) I remember your touch and I trust in the dull aching that you left me(well i guess that belongs to that certain person that im longing to see). I trust in the fire in your eyes, the one that kept us burning, the one that made me feel alive. I believe in never saying sorry…I trust in ‘til death do us part’. I have Loved selflessly and it is because of you(not really you..lol!). I have loved you and I will never forget my friend, you will never get to far from me…You were right. I don’t know if life is greater than death. But love was more than either.
Maybe if you ever going to follow my blog youll find out the story behind those words!!honestly i really dont think you would belive it..hahaha..you might think im crazy and stuff coz even me until now still thinbking of what the F*** have i done,and what the hell am i thinking not knowing that ill be hurting two precious people wholl be part of my life ..temporarily..yes temporarily..sad to say but have leave me a lingering memory and a lesson to be learned for the rest of my life.