ok..so its been a long time since ive been here on mah place..lolz.dami na nangyari..tlga palang bagay dito s blog ko ung moving on eh..hehehe..nakuha mo...i got hurt again ,i guess for the nth time na.hayyyy...why do we get stupid ba when we fall inlove?kaya ayoko ma inlove hay naku lam ko gasgas na yung linya na to,pero cant help it eh..pag tumama na pana nmi lecheng kupido we cant do anything na tlag a as in hopeless na tayo to the highest level.hayyyy...sometimes tlga someone will come into your life who will make you feel less empty,less sad but broken din at the end its either di kau pede dahil taken na or just purely friendshepay mo lang xa ng very hard:(hehehe or manlolokio lang ng malala.hay naku,bkit ba ganun ang life ang hirap humanap ng magmamahal sayo ng tunay.Minsan its hard to believe na talaga kung may love ba tlgang nag-eexist or its just a state of mind.nakakapagod din maghintay,nakakapagod magmahal,magmukhang tanga.Tas kung kelan naka move on ka na ng sobra saka pa darating ulit xa at hihingi ng second chance..heller..hayyyy.tas ito nmang tangang puso ko maaantig nnman,magmamahal nnman.kainis..pede bang maging numb minsan?I really hate how much i love this guy na,but i have to let him go ,thought it would be so easy but its hard pala,seeing him having someone new in his life,its like having tons of needles pinching on your heart more than a thousand times pa.it really hurt so much,as in!!!right now,honestly,,i just want to be happy and not think of anything else,coz i dont want to expect that his really changing for the better,i need to take it slow and study everything..as in everything lang..hahaha..hay naku
